Yesterday was really good though. The ride to Atlanta with everyone was nice. I wonder when I'll see Matthew Johnson again. I feel asleep in the car ride back. It was warm and quiet. When I got home, I feel asleep for hours and could not get up, but then Javier and me walked across town. A man needed more money, because he couldn't have a hamburger without the fries.

I had a nice time talking with Garrett, Dana, Emily, Julie, and Camille at the show. I was freaking out for part of the time, but then talked more with Garrett, and everything changed, and Emily started to sing, and everything got funky.

Javier has been singing funny songs lately, and that keeps my spirits up. My family came today, and it was a bit more hectic than usual, so all day I have been looking for an escape from memories of that and the scary realities of human being. Maybe tomorrow. I was so out of wack, I was driven to mop the floor.