I think I would like if my friends did not read this page, because then I could write what I am truly thinking about. I know I could write about it in on paper, but I also like the feeling of someone else reading it, someone who I could send hints to.

Oh well. I am living a fantasy, and I know it half the time.

We were watching the dating show, and I can't tell if everyone wants the same thing in the end and will compromise, or if everyone wants something different and just happens to agree on some points.

However, whenever I think someone says something dumb on one of those shows, I say pretty dumb things here like above.

I am really unfocused, so I am worried I will make mistakes. I keep thinking about Jad Fair and wonder how he did it.